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Well, after you said it...

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...I realized I was...

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...scared.

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What exactly scared you?

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For weeks before the accident
I was having the same...

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...fantasy over and over again.

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I even wrote about it.

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The woman's driving in the car,
the man's making her come.

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She drives off the road,
the man's killed.

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I feel like maybe I made it all happen.

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That's why I'm here.

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Are you saying you'd like to
go into treatment?

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Yeah.

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Well, I think that's a very good idea.

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I wouldn't be able to treat you, but I'd
be happy to refer you to a colleague.

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Why can't you treat me?

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It's not advisable for a doctor who's
done a forensic evaluation...

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...to then become that person's
therapist.

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Why not?

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Therapy requires a great deal of trust,
which is difficult for most people.

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It's best to start with a clean slate.

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You mean you don't trust me.

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What I said about you at the hearing
must have seemed very negative.

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I'm sure you've got feelings about that.

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I'd be happy referring you
to another doctor.

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This is Dr. Milena Gardosh.
She has a clinic here in London.

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You want to know the truth?

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The reason I agreed to the evaluation
was because I thought it would be fun.

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I never...

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I never talked to anyone who...

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My patient's here.

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What do I owe you?

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You don't owe me anything.

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But if you'd like to call Dr. Gardosh,
I'm sure she can help you.

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I don't shop around.

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Like you said,
trust is very hard to come by.

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I was hoping I might find it with you.

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Listen, why don't we
schedule another meeting.

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And then we can talk about this
when we're not so rushed.

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You look different today. More relaxed.

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The more nervous I am,
the more relaxed people think I am.

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I wanted to talk about something you
brought up last Wednesday.

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You said before the accident...

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...you had fantasies of sexual
excitement and driving off the road.

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Do you often have fantasies like that?

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I have fantasies all the time.

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Fantasies involving violence, death?

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People die in my novels.

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I have to think of new and interesting
ways to kill them.

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What happens when
you don't take risks?