If love if then if now if the flowers of if the conditional

    if of arrows the condition of if

    if to say light to inhabit light if to speak if to live， so

    if to say it is you if love is if your form is if your waist that

    pictures the fluted stem if lavender

    if in this field

    if I were to say hummingbird it might behave as an

    adjective here

    if not if the heart's a flutter if nerves map a city if a city

    on fire

    if I say myself am I saying myself （if in this instant） as if

    the object of your gaze if in a sentence about love you might

    write if one day if you would， so

    if to say myself if in this instance if to speak as

    another-

    if only to render if in time and accept if to live now as if

    disembodied from the actual handwritten letters m-y-s-e-l-f

    if a creature if what you say if only to embroider-a

    city that overtakes the city I write