悔愧交加的英文：
torn by self-recrimination and repentance

torn是什么意思：
vbl.
[tear]的过去分词

The arm of his jacket was torn.
他那件茄克的袖子破了。

The binding of this book is torn.
这本书的封面被撕破了。

Angela was torn apart by that film.
安吉拉被那个电影弄得心都碎了。

self是什么意思：
n. 自己，自我；本质；私心
v. （使）自花授精

Is self forgiveness just another form of self indulgence?
自我宽恕是放纵自我的另一种表现形式么？

Self - confidence and self - reliance are the mainstay of a strong character.
自信加自强，强者之脊梁。

self loading truck
自动装卸式载重汽车

recrimination是什么意思：
n. 揭丑,反责

smothered in avalanches of recriminations and orgies of buck - passing(Forbes)
被数不清的责难和[他人]推卸的责任压得喘不过气来(福布斯)

He submitted a letter of resignation free of recrimination or argument
他呈上一份辞职书，内中毫无责怪或争辩之词。

smothered in avalanches of recriminations and orgies of buck - passing(bForbes)
被数不清的责难和[他人]推卸的责任压得喘不过气来(b福布斯)